moniquehorbaczewski posted at Instagram:

Man…
I love and hate this place at the same time.
This is the place that saved @horbrowski ‘s life. The place that finally gave us hope, gave Bob life, the place I saw him breathe unassisted after 5 months of fighting for every breath.
And at the same time that PTSD I feel is so damn consuming. It has been almost 5 years and every time I go to a hospital I feel like I have 300 lb weight on my chest and the entire world is crumbling around me, it feels like nothing is ok. Then….. I have to remind myself this is different, this is not that time, we are here for a CT and a Bronchoscopy. The transplant team is doing all the right things to keep Bob safe and healthy.
I know there will be a day that I can be at a hospital and remain present, be in control of my response, but that time line is undermined. All I can do is take one more step forward each day. I am so grateful for modern medicine, for science, for healthcare workers, and for the gift of time. Our time together is very different but the most precious gift we could receive. Thank you Bob for fighting every damn day to be with us a little longer. #horbaczewskisrule #horbaczewskistrong #transplantfamily #organdonation #organdonationsaveslives #beaherobeadonor

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Created on: 2025-11-13 00:29:22